Tears stream down
Her pretty face
She knows she's
A loner
A total disgrace.

Torn between pain
And the loved ones
She will leave behind,
Confusion batters
Her already feeble mind.

An open bottle of pills
Sits waiting on the floor.
She struggles
She cries
She screams.
She just can't
Take it
Anymore.

She's loved
She's laughed
She's cried.
She wanted a friend
God knows
She tried.

No one would have her
They pushed her away.
Many would ignore her
Or lie to get their way.

"No one will miss me
They want me to die."

And with a shaking hand,
She scribbles a final good-bye.

"I'm sorry.
I hope you understand.
All of you I love.
It's me I can not stand.
My life is a failure.
My mind is a mess.
Too many I've hurt
I've caused too much distress.
Everything I do
Is wrong.
With nobody
Do I belong.
I've cried out for help,
But no one see's my pain.
Why should anyone care?
What have they to gain?
I promise it didn't hurt.
I promise I didn't suffer.
Give my love
To those who will miss me.
Tell them all
I'll still love them forever."

She takes the pills
Then lies down to sleep.
Never to awaken again.

But her spirit lives on.
Keeping watch
From above
Over her few
Faithful friends.

Goodnight Angel
Rest in peace.
May your spirit live on
May your soul now be free.